Below are the 20 most recent journal entries recorded in ViXeN tRiXeN's LiveJournal:

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Monday, November 20th, 2000
12:17 pm	I'm going home for a week!!!! Wheee, be back on Saturday. Bye everyone Current Mood: excited Current Music: Blink 182, Dammit (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, November 8th, 2000
4:20 pm	I don't want to move to Canada!!! Damn west palm beach Current Mood: annoyed Current Music: Incubus, Familiar (Comment on this)
Monday, October 30th, 2000
4:50 am	sometimes life sucks, but hey! I got my tattoo Current Mood: sad (Comment on this)
Saturday, October 21st, 2000
11:23 pm	I added a lot of pictures to my page, and some music. It is Mindless Self Indulgence, Unsociable. If you are having problems hearing it, let me know. Its on the index page. Anyway, it rules. I hope you all like it Current Mood: satisfied Current Music: Mindless Self Indulgence, Unsociable (1 Comment |Comment on this)
8:26 pm	Chris is cute Chris is great Chris makes me want to masturba... nevermind Current Mood: happy Current Music: Patti Smith, pissing in a river (Comment on this)
3:02 pm	New batteries for my digicamera... roommates beware!!! That means new pictures on my web site!!!! Look out for them. They're kinda big, but I haven't figured out how to change that. My program is silly like that. :) I gotta work tonight... from midnight to 4am. wish me luck!!! Current Mood: crazy Current Music: Nelly, Country Grammer (Comment on this)
Wednesday, October 18th, 2000
12:51 pm	There's a new feature on BME called IAM BME. Its pretty kewl. Check it out. Its at http://iam.bmezine.com Its gonna replace the personals and the BBS chat system that they have set up USF is stupid. None of the teachers know how to teach. And those that do are in such high demand that nobody can get into any of their classes. The academic advisors are known for screwing people over, and that's why it normally takes people an average of 5 years to graduate. Oh well, shit happens. Everything will eventually work its way out. Only a few more days until I get my tattoo. This weekend my friend and suite mate is going to get hers done. I am so proud of her. hehehehe well, its time to try to get some things done in this school. WISH ME LUCK Current Mood: annoyed Current Music: No Life, Slipknot (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Monday, October 16th, 2000
1:42 pm	My friend let me borrow her ICP, Great Melynko tape! I miss that CD so much. I've updated some things on my homepage. In case you didn't notice, there are more pictures, a new link, and new little toys placed in various places. Julius, if you're reading... don't forget! YOU OWE ME A 12PACK! Ya know I love ya though. I'm hopefully gonna get a job. Maybe then I can afford cigarettes. Anyway, Chris is coming over, I'm gonna go and wait for him. Bye bye Current Mood: silly Current Music: Insane Clown Possee, Piggy Pie (Comment on this)
Sunday, October 15th, 2000
12:27 pm	Today is the fifteenth. Its been two months since my dear beloved Joe passed away. And I miss him. I miss him more than anyone could imagine. But today has been different than the last month. Today, I don't feel this overwhelming sadness. No, today I feel a missing him, and a loss, but not such sadness that I feel like I cannot move on. Its taking me a while to come to grips that someone who I loved, someone who I sat and ate dinner with, someone who I had held intimately is gone from my life forever. I still see his eyes, those crystal blue eyes and I want to cry, because I know that those piercing blue eyes will never stare into mine again. And I will never be able to look at my beeper and see the cute messages he always left me. And he will never hold my hand, and we will never watch movies on his couch again. I will never look at the tattoo that I got him. And I will never go over to his house and play guitar in his room. And he will never play my guitar and sweetly sing with his beautiful voice. Please, never drink and drive. It does kill. I have seen it. I am a teenager and up until a few months ago, I thought I was invincible. How many more people will have to die before others realize what affect their actions can have on others? I am not telling to you to drink or party or use whatever other recreational substance you might use, I'm telling you to use your brains. Don't kill anymore people. Nobody deserves to die at age 17. I miss you and LOVE you Joe. My Life will never be the same after its been touched by you. Current Mood: lonely (Comment on this)
Saturday, October 14th, 2000
6:00 pm	I just came back from going with a friend to get a tattoo. I'm getting mine done on the 28th, finally. Its a little blue tribal heart that I drew. I love it. There's just a little debate going on as to the placement of the tattoo. I'm excited though. I'm hungry, time to eat!!! Current Mood: excited Current Music: Say it Ain't So, Weezer (Comment on this)
Wednesday, October 11th, 2000
7:05 pm	MmMmMmMMMMmmmmm Coffee is good Why do people write such mean things to me? What did I do? Oh well. I'm gonna see shaft tonight with a bunch of friends. I've seen it before, but its a free showing, so why not? I HAVE A RAT ON MY LAP! Hehehehe my roommate was actually playing with Blitz (my rat) the other night. I'm so proud of her. teeheehee Well, time to go. Bye everyone Current Mood: awake Current Music: Barenaked Ladies, Pinch Me (Comment on this)
Sunday, October 8th, 2000
10:39 am	blah, I have a cold. A new contest is on BME. Its a topless contest. I don't think I'm going to enter though. I don't know. I'm tired of the mean comments. I can't really handle it anymore. I miss my Chris. He's at work right now. I have KOOL-AID!!! Yummy! Well, I'm going to go back to bed to try to knock this cold outta me Current Mood: sick (Comment on this)
Thursday, October 5th, 2000
10:34 pm	Why do you people write mean things to me? What did I do to you? You don't even know me. You must be really bored or something. But you know what? I don't really care what you think, because I have my friends and I have my love, and I don't need anyone else's approval. I'm content in where my life is, thank you. Current Mood: complacent Current Music: Eminem, Stan (Comment on this)
Wednesday, October 4th, 2000
4:36 pm	I just got back from my little trip home. I was getting ready to drop out of school, and my mommy helped me. I got engaged to Chris, maybe my dream of being married to him forever will come true. He is my dream. I found out that everyone, well almost everyone who I hung out with back home hated me and it was all an act, but that's okay. Because I have a new life up here, with people who love me and a wonderful fiance. Current Mood: loved (Comment on this)
Thursday, September 28th, 2000
9:32 am	Why do people suck so much. I just got into a fight with someone because he was upset because he got deleted from a BME beauty pageant. I was trying to find reasons to why this happened, and all he did was yell at me. What the hell is that? That was the last thing I needed right now. Excuse me while I go tear my heart out Current Mood: annoyed Current Music: Elton John, Someone Saved My Life Tonight (Comment on this)
5:46 am	I can't sleep and I have class today Someone has been witting some seriously messed up shit on my guest book, please, whoever it is, stop it. I've been doing a lot of thinking today and I realize that I hate going to classes. I hate being in school. I'd be perfectly content if I never went to another class and worked full time. I know everyone says that they'd rather be in school then out working, but I don't feel college is for me. I'd be happiest married to Chris and working full time. Then coming home to him at nights. I don't know why. I'm only in college right now to prove my family wrong. My entire life, my brother nick was the smart one and I was the stupid one. Nobody ever thought I would make it this far, but behold! Here I am, and I shouldn't be here. Although, if I wasn't here then I wouldn't have ever met that wonderful person who I call Chris. So I guess one good thing has come out of college, because I know I haven't gotten much of an education. WHY IS IT SO COLD IN MY ROOM?!?!? Current Mood: cold (Comment on this)
Saturday, September 23rd, 2000
4:14 am	Yes, I'm still awake. I left Chris's house early because I wigged out for unexplainable reasons, and right now, I'm regretting it. I can't fall asleep without him next to me. I'm sorry that I went home so early, and now I'm tired. So I'm gonna try to sleep Current Mood: sleepy (Comment on this)
1:44 am	so so so... days so far and few behind... so long and yet short. Seemingly endless and yet there are still not enough hours in the day. Too many hours right now. Current Mood: thoughtful (Comment on this)
Friday, September 22nd, 2000
11:16 pm	NEVER GET YOUR NAVEL PIERCED! Its the most annoying piercing. It takes forever to heal, and just when you think its almost there. BAM! On comes an infection. Fucking belly ring. Current Mood: ecstatic (Comment on this)
Thursday, September 21st, 2000
8:38 pm	If anyone uses ethernet and AIM, you know that sometimes when you're not there, the internet service cuts out, and your away message doesn't pop back up. Well that happened to me earlier and some guy named Paul had the nerve to piss me off by cursing at me because he thought I was ignoring him. Well, screw you paully! On a lighter note, "Home Alone 2" is on tv. Its been so long since I've seen that movie. Its a classic. Poor Chris is sickypoo... awww my poor baby. FEEL BETTER SOON! DINER TIME!!! WHEEE Current Mood: hungry Current Music: AMG, Bitch Betta Have my Money (Comment on this)